Disconnected

May 20, 2012 at 12:35 PM (Uncategorized)

It’s quite different from last year. I seem to have mildly miffed some folks here…no one’s being mean, it’s just that I’m not ‘in on things’ anymore, and that was good for my head. I don’t mean to offend. There hasn’t even been a conversation. I get the feeling that over the winter somehow I got mistrusted, but I barely *saw* my neighbors over the winter.

I have limited opportunity for offline interaction (though more than I did in Denver) and so when that avenue ‘dries up,’ I get sad.

I’m also hypersensitive about it since I’m dealing with depression….It irks me that the depression has come up in the middle of spring/beginning of summer. How stupid. Been shuffling around in my head for a ‘triggering event.’ can’t find any.

Could be the complete lack of money caused by a hundred dollar a month rise in my Medicaid spenddown….

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2 Comments

  1. GirlWithTheCane said,

    I’m sorry that you’re feeling well…hope the depression lets up soon.

  2. GirlWithTheCane said,

    Make that *not* feeling well…apparently I can’t type tonight.

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